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Sun Jun 24, 2007, 8:38 PM
so he got a girlfriend. life seems so meaningless now. i'm living everyday just to feel unhappy the next. i never smile anymore, i haven't this WHOLE year. i mean i have, but not truly. i've been unhappy since this year started. why does this "love" control me like this. i just want to be happy again. he's happy. why aren't i? did i do something wrong, am i unworthy? i know i'm not and that i deserve it. but i really have had the worst year of my life. no joke. and i feel as if this is the last thing i can handle. everytime i think the year will get better, something else happens to make my life even less bareable to live. i miss him. and i love him. and i hate myself for it. and it's not fair. b/c i thought that's what we were doing. loving each other. but he doesn't love me anymore. he's with another girl. and i'm living my worst nightmare right now.

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There's lots of longing and heartache in your poetry Mychele; a lot for readers to relate to :D
suffering does have it's benefits! :)

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"i'll tell you flat out; it hurts so much to think of this; so from my thoughts i will exclude; the very thing that; i hate more than everything is; the way i'm powerless; to dictate my own moods"....

-when i go down/relient k
As long as you get some relief now and again - suffering alone is not enough :hug:
Thank you for the favorite!! ^_^

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As water reflects the face, so one's life reflects the heart." :heart:
Hey, thanks for the watch!

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As water reflects the face, so one's life reflects the heart." :heart:
Thank you for the fave

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And Its Not So Much That Im Here Without You,
Its That Im Here Without Me.
Thanks for the :+fav:

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If I move my hands right will you see yourself disappear?
Wow, your gallery is amazing, i am simply loving every piece of yours.

So totally watching you from now on.

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Music Is The Beat Of My Heart
~Me ~Because Im Cool
Thanks for the watch ^_-

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Music Is The Beat Of My Heart
~Me ~Because Im Cool
Thanks for the fav :D

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:heart: Maryanne

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